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Written as we approach the age of forty

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There is such a poem in life, often when you have him, you do not read him, but when you read him, you lose him, this poem is youth.

"An inch of time is an inch of gold, an inch of gold can't buy an inch of time", the composition of the student era, has been used by us to use the words, to this day, finally understand the significance of this sentence. Time is indeed priceless, once missed but can not be recovered, an inch of time and more than an inch of gold it. The ancients said, "thirty, forty, fifty know the fate of God", thousands of years of experience, but also really is not I deceive ah.

Fresh out of school in your twenties, you were busy getting your foot in the door and being high-minded. At that time, we were intent on learning more skills, doing a better job, getting a higher salary, and seeing more of the world. It was not until more than a decade later, at the age of thirty, that I gradually realized that there are millions of jobs in the world, yet none of them can make a person rich, and the saying that we have been taught since childhood to work hard and become rich is actually a lie. Those beautiful fairy tales simply don't happen in real life.

Most of us after our thirties are on track to start a family, and the chores of family consume some of our energies, but of course they bring solace in equal measure.

After thirty-five we finally realize that the body is the capital of the revolution, which turns out not to be an empty phrase.

In the upcoming forty years of life, it is true that, as the ancients said, we have reached the age of no confusion. In fact, the confusion has always existed, only at such an age, gradually began to think about it.

Just out of school, we are very high-minded, the sea is wide enough for the fish to leap, the sky is high enough for the birds to fly, and everyone has good expectations for the future. However, after so many years of social grind and wrestling, gradually smoothed out the edges, can be said to be a certain degree of resignation, or to see the reality. In fact, I do not agree with this statement, the word resignation in my opinion has a negative element, I think another word may be better, that is, maturity. There is only one kind of heroism in the world, and that is to see the truth of life and still love life. I want everyone to be a hero in their own lives.

In fact, I have never been particularly sensitive to age, and have always felt that the days to come are long. Just as my colleagues in the unit went from post 90s to post 95s and then to post 00s, I did not realize that age would be a problem.

Until one weekend afternoon, I dreamed of my childhood home. It was a summer day, the river behind my home was in high water, flooding the corner of the riverbank, and I jumped over the flooded area with a few of my high school peers, and we were amazed that a new building had been constructed for the kiosk on the opposite side of the riverbank. I stood on the embankment and examined the newly constructed kiosk, and saw the evening sun at dusk behind it, like a huge gorgeous watercolor painting, so beautiful that I hurriedly took out my cell phone to take a picture. Then we hopped over the flooded area and headed back to the shore, where we saw a few people sitting on the bank fishing. The rice paddies were sandwiched between a wide dirt road and a sky green color in the distance. A sudden chill hit me and I awoke with a start, realizing it was just a dream. I hurriedly looked through my cell phone's photo albums, but did not find the evening sun, disappointed as if I had lost my mind. I suddenly realized that the time lost can never be recovered.

In fact, there is a long time ago about the growth of age, only often ignored by us. I do not know when to start, we will be touched by the smallest things in life, like every time we meet again after a long time, like each other with a smile "long time no see", like with a wind and frost but the warmth of the first embrace. This is probably a sign of growing older.

I rarely watch entertainment programs these years, I will catch up with the "yearning for life", I like that kind of old friends to eat together and chat about the atmosphere of life. At that time, I often want to have a small courtyard, in the slightly hot evening, about three or five friends and friends, in the moonlight surrounded by stars, chatting about the past, so that the songs and laughter freely, permeated in the smell of wine and smoke. This is probably the most ordinary happiness. So you see, twenty-year-old me probably would not think about this.

They say that life is like a walled city, with people on the outside acting like they want to get in and people on the inside wanting to get out. It's as if Sagan had said, "So wanderers long for peace, childhood and rhododendrons, just as so peaceful people fantasize about bands, vodka and drunkenness." This may be why living in the steel and concrete of the city sometimes makes you long for the wilderness trails of the countryside. And living in the smoke and mirrors of the countryside, one yearns for the lights and greenery of the city.

I have thought about this issue, it is not that we are less suitable for the vulgar rhyme, the nature of the love of the hills. Just in the tired city also need some quiet life as a tonic. In the final analysis, it is still the majority of people, can not do it alone. People are social attributes of animals, so it is inevitable to be influenced by the surrounding, small hidden in the wild, hidden in the city, hidden in the dynasty, for most people, is unable to live in the city, to maintain a hidden state of mind.

In the past two days I noticed for the first time that the lawn under the office building has turned from green to yellow, which reminds me that the fall and winter in Hubei should be coming soon, and it has been a long time since I had the feeling of fall and winter in my hometown in Guangdong.

I have a unique way of relaxing, crouching in a certain corner, observing the world outside the window, such as from scorching noon to idle afternoon, from dusk to sunset, watching people and cars coming and going outside, as if I am looking at someone else's life, everything is in order, but it has nothing to do with me, and I am, just a bystander.

We are ordinary people, we can not do like Yan Yan like back to the basics, late food as meat, walking as a car, not guilty as a noble, quiet and chaste to self-care. When I once read Shi Tiesheng, he said: "I am able-bodied, often complain about the surrounding environment is bad; paralyzed, miss the days when you can walk and run; a few years after the bedsores, and miss the first two years of the time to sit safely in a wheelchair; and then uremia, and began to miss the bedsores when they were long. There is no such thing as good fortune or misfortune in life, it's just a comparison of two different situations". Suddenly, I realized that what we should cherish most is the time in front of us. After those anxious and uneasy days, I realized that it is so precious to reconcile with life and live in the present.

Forty years old, is a life node, wasted half a life, there are negative and positive, there have been laughs and tears, compared with the past days, maybe the same, maybe different. The same is that we still have a heart of unwillingness, the difference is that we gradually learned to take things calmly, live in the present. If you want to say something else, when ten years later, has been fifty years old, we look back on the past, will think, if time can go back to ten years ago, back to forty years old that's how wonderful ah, but we are in the current forty years old at the moment but do not know, as ten years ago, thirty years old us, at that time, it was only ordinary.

Talking to myself, without a disease, let's end with a short essay:

I'm most afraid of asking the original question and having my dreams become empty.
When I was young, I aspired to make 3,000 miles, but I hesitated to take a hundred steps without making an inch of progress.
Half a lifetime of ignorance and mediocrity in the world.
In the blink of an eye, all the hair on the upper floors turns gray, and the children are toddling in the schoolyard.
A few taels of broken silver make a man old, but his heart is still young, and his wrinkles are in his eyebrows.
When you're drunk in your dreams, you're still green and green.
I only sigh that at that time, it was too hasty.