Let’s start with getting the first grade in your life. On April 7, 2025, the monthly exam results were released, and I won 91+100+95+94=380pts, finishing first in the grade, and leading rk2 with a full 3pts.
Some people may say, what is there to be proud of when you are the first in the grade?
I am an OI player and started learning OI in the fourth grade. Although it was not very early, 4 years of OI life took up a lot of my time. What have I gained?
From J first to S AH rk20, there are only NOIP ultra-low scores and provincial ultra-low scores.
What is my goal?
It is also the goal of every OIer, NOI, Au.
Undoubtedly, more time and more effort will be needed.
However, the time taken is impossible to trace back.
Naturally, the first grade in my grade seemed to be within reach in a school where there were only 280 students. AH is a province that abandons competition. Cultural courses are what my school pays most attention to.
Most of the classmates in the class only know that I have good grades in the cultural subject, and almost no one in the class knows about my OIer identity.
Only peers can respect each other and value each other.
The class will present awards, but it is just competitions similar to political knowledge competitions, calligraphy competitions, robot competitions, etc. The students in the class are talented and can shine in music and art classes. I know that these can only be drawn a few more strokes on the so-called "comprehensive quality evaluation" in the admission form. Others are a bit ugly and worthless in admission.
Maybe it was because I was not indifferent enough, and when I heard other students go out for competitions, come back to show the prizes and get a lot of surprise, I always feel unfair. Generally, contestants look down on cultural students.
This is the injustice that I claim to be a subject competition student. In a real competition, you can only admire yourself and cannot satisfy your vanity when you win the prize.
"My competition will allow me to go to THU and PKU!" I am not qualified to say this sentence now.
So, sometimes I feel confused. Is learning OI really that useful? I'm not xudyh, not zhoukangyang, not jiangly. THU, PKU, it seems too far away to me.
The bottleneck period is constantly bombarding me.
There is a high probability that I will still have to take cultural courses in the future and still have to take the college entrance examination.
Now, a large part of learning OI is love and the cost of sunk support me.
Let’s talk about it again. Since that’s the case, what’s the pride of the first grade in the cultural course?
I have proved that OIer can also make achievements in cultural courses. I have won everyone's surprise. First, it satisfyed my vanity.
and a series of complex emotions.
Cultural courses are visible to them, while OIs is not visible to them.
I can only say that we do not have the atmosphere of learning OI now.
First, it is remembered, second, it is forgotten.
After winning the first place, I seemed to be satisfied and could be "remembered".
I always fantasize about wearing Tsinghua school uniforms after several years and visiting teachers when I return home, which makes me feel very proud. ...
Perhaps, accepting mediocrity is also a way.
Of course, self-confidence is necessary. I didn't know until recently that there are so many students below me, far more than I thought.
Think about this more and it may be a little better.
Sometimes, thinking too much is just childish. If you want more parents to have more parents, do you think too much?
A few words are childish and expressive.
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